Frist time in US
***Note**** I had to change the age, its not allowed to tell my story with my real age, because I was still a minor when all this happened. ********************************* So there I was, I went my frist own steps into a strange new country. Normaly it had to be a huge step for such a young person, a adventure. To leave your old life behind to learn a new language, see a new system, live with a new family. I felt nothing like that. I remember sitting in a plane for hours and feeling myself powerless for hours because there was noone that orderd me, noone that told me what to do. A Stewardess asked me what I wanted to eat but I wasnt able to answer, I was commanded that I am not allowed to choose things. Choices are for humans, I was just a slave. So she descided for me. I wasnt able to use the entertainment program because there was no was dir me to choose a film.. So it was a long fly and the only thing i missed was beeing commanded. When I arrived in New Jersey a n...