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The first steps in a new life

***Note****  I had to change the age, its not allowed to tell my story with my real age, because I was still a minor when all this happened.  ********************************* He continued with his mind programming the whole night. In the morning he told me to act like i was sick around my parents, so i had to stay at home and he still brainwashed me. At the end of the day I had sleep for 3 or 4 hours, maybe 2 hours break and the rest of the day I got programmed.  For me it felt totally warm and my mind was foggy, I could remember that I made my own choices two days ago but it seemed to be impossible to do this right now.  My mind felt empty and my will was totally gone. Things like my favorite colors, my favorite clothes, music I enjoyed before, my relationship to others, it was gone. If he asked me which colors I liked before, I was able to answer him but if he wanted to know which colors I enjoyed in the moment he asked I had no answer.  He also told me about...