The first steps in a new life

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I had to change the age, its not allowed to tell my story with my real age, because I was still a minor when all this happened. 

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He continued with his mind programming the whole night. In the morning he told me to act like i was sick around my parents, so i had to stay at home and he still brainwashed me.

At the end of the day I had sleep for 3 or 4 hours, maybe 2 hours break and the rest of the day I got programmed. 

For me it felt totally warm and my mind was foggy, I could remember that I made my own choices two days ago but it seemed to be impossible to do this right now. 

My mind felt empty and my will was totally gone. Things like my favorite colors, my favorite clothes, music I enjoyed before, my relationship to others, it was gone.

If he asked me which colors I liked before, I was able to answer him but if he wanted to know which colors I enjoyed in the moment he asked I had no answer. 

He also told me about his true self now. Luke was a 31 year old farmer from missouri and he also sended me photos of his real look. I had a bald head, big belly and crooked teeth. A normal teenager would have blocked the guy in under 10 seconds but not me. He told me that I had to like his look because he is my owner from now on and I have no right to think bad about him.

It sounds wierd now but it worked perfectly, I allways got a big smile when I saw one of his photos and I just wanted to be the best girl for him. So he didnt had any troubles to let me send him "spezial photos" about me and liked what he saw. 

When I think of all this right now, I am ashamed but the true is, the was no other possiblity in this time. There was no free will anymore, just submissive emptiness. 

In the next days he continued with the brainwashing and started to change my behaviour and relationships. The most important part for him was to train my behaviour around my family. 

If my parents would have seen anything unusual, his plan was destroyed. But my age helped him. Teenager often have strange behaviour and hide their secrets. So he commanded me to be more quiet, shy but also friendly around my sister and parents. I was orded to kept them away of my room and if they tried to come in, I was orded to be very aggressive. He also told me that I had to be good at school, tried to get the best grades because good behaviour in school reduce parents problems. I followed all commands automaticlly, I didn't even think of asking my parents or somebody else for help,

everything he said was the pure true for me and there was no need, no way to resist.

My parents asked me if everything is fine, because of my shyness and my submissive behaviour around my younger sister but I just smiled and told them that I am good, that I love them and that I am just a bit tierd (like Luke commanded).

He also changed my hobbys, I stopped riding and handball but I started cheerleading and swimming. He liked to see myself dacing in the uniform and swim suite turned him on. For me it was totally fine, I just loved anything he told me to love, if I was perfect for him, I felt pleasure, like he wanted me to.

I also changed my birthday wishes, so my 19 Birthday I wished miniskirts, tight tops, a professional manicure for my toes and professional french toe nails. I didn't care about my concert tickets, fantasy books or parfume that I wished before, this part was gone.

My best friend was also a risk for him because I told her that I met a guy on internet. He asked me everything we did thougher, which interessts we both had and what she liked on me. Than he commanded me to change all of this parts of myself. I changed my favorite music from rock to hip hop, I changed my clothes into a more slutty look, I made appointments with my friend and missed them sytematicly and in the end I screamed at her that she was a liar, a bitch and I never want to talk to her again. 

So a very close friendship was over and I felt.. I felt like he wanted me to, like I was a good dumb obedient girl and this is how I saw myself. I wasnt on the same level like other human anymore, I had a lower level, more like a pet from now on and it was ok because it was excatly how I saw myself in this time. And it was a pleasure to have a nice owner like Luke that told me what I have to think..

My birthday came but I was alone, just with my family, noone of my friends came. Either I told them that I hate them now or I told that I wont celebrate this year. 

My other family parts (aunts, uncles, grandparents..) visited me the day after. When they were there for maybe one hour, I got a SMS from Luke. He commanded me to act like I had a headache and needed to go to bed. I obeyed him, went to my room, put my webcam on, stripped to underwear, layed on my bed and sang calmly "I am a good slave and live to obey my owner". It was maybe 5 pm and I did this until I felt asleep, while Luke watched me with the cam. I am not sure, what he did by the time but I was totally fine with that in the situation...

Greez

Jenny 

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