First Test
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I had to change the age, its not allowed to tell my story with my real age, because I was still a minor when all this happened.
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The time flew by.. I am not sure how long this episode was. I lost nearly all of my friends because I had to be rude around them. I also became one of the best pupil in my class. For my parents I became more quiet, more reserved, more strange. But they liked my good grades and thought it was just a teenage episode. My mother asked me much often if everything is fine, she saw that I was at home most of time, using the internet at stopped meeting friends. She also saw me walk around naked when I felt like I was alone in the house. My answer was what Luke ordered me to say. I wasnt able to trust my parents anymore. I was an empty case, my will was gone.
Luke begann to feel totally safe. For him it was like his biggest dream came true, a brainless girl had the urge to obey him and there was no one to stop him. He told me about this thought and I felt really proud that I was the slave that make my owner that happy.
When he felt safer and more powerful, there came a new part in our relationship. He got doudts.
Well if you think he reproached himself for ruin a young girls life and thought about giving me my will back, then you are totally wrong. I am not sure but I think he never had any thoughts like this in our over six year relationship. No, he thought that it could be a lie. Maybe I behaved like this because of a strange fetish or because I want to make fun of him. Maybe his hypnosis stuff didn't work as good as he thought. He also told me about this new idea and it was a shock. Luke was my life, my owner, I cant survive without him. I cryed for hours, kneeling naked infront of my computer and tried to make him clear that I was just his brainless slave girl and that my task was to serve and obey him for all times.
He told me to get alcohol and free time for the next weekend and I was happy to follow the order. My family had a huge basement and my father collected a lot of wine and liquor there, so it was quiet easy to got what he wanted.
On friday Luke orded me to tell my parents that i felt sick and that I needed sleep. I was also ordered me to lock my rooms and I did everything.
In retrospect I am not able to remember much about this weekend. I remember a brainwash marathon. He made me drunk, trsnced me, brought me to sleep deprivation and let me ate or drink by night when the family was in bed. Before this weekend there was still a part of the old Jennifer there, I guess but she died in this horrible hours. At the end we created behaviour rules for every social contact I had and I had no other change but follow them, because I was not able to act like I did before i met him.
Luke was proud about the new evolution of his masterpiece and he decided to test it.
For the beginning he trained me as a dog. I was orded to sit, bark, eat from a bowl or to retrieve. Our neighbour had a dog and Luke thought it might be funny to commanded me to follow every order the neighbour told to his dog. I remember a family bqq in our garden, when i suddenly went on my knees but my arms infront of myself and began pant. Why? Because Peter (the neighbour) ordered his dog to sit up and beg and his garden was next to ours. My behaviour was ridiculous and I didn't recognize it. Now, when I type this down I feel ashamed. I was such a stupid fool and it seems to be impossible that I didn't stop myself but the ture is, I had no control about the situation anymore.
Luke amused himself about my foolish obedience and he decided to try the next step.
We had May or June this days, not sure but it was getting summer. So Luke, the foot fetish guy, thought it might be funny to order me stop wearing any shoes or socks. I was programmed to tell everybody that I was into nature and natural feeling and that the hippie lifestyle was my new favorite. Two or three weeks after I told this to all persones around me, I had to be barefoot.
So I went barefoot to class or sport or work and everybody bullied me for that. They took picture of my look and told me that I was looking like a homeless person. When I reported Luke about that he laughed and for one week a had to wear my ugliest oldest clorhes to show my classmates how a real homeless girl look like. Bras where also forbidden from this point.
Some other student (my current boyfriend for example), my teacher and my parents tried everything to stop this wierd behaviour but no change. When my family began to look to a inpatient stay in a special hospital, Luke noticed that this could get dangerous for him. He commanded me to be more friendly and open to my family and teachers and giving them right about there worries. I did.
So I began to dress more normal again but shoes and socks where still gone for the hot sessions in the next years and all bras went to trash.
For the public I became the hippie girl, for Luke I passed the first huge test and I was proud about that...
Greez
Jenny
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