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I had to change the age, its not allowed to tell my story with my real age, because I was still a minor when all this happened. 

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Jennifer was gone, in this days I thought she was gone forever and I wasnt able to care about it. I became an empty shell.

His daily mind control sessions made sure that there was no part of my old personality left. In this day I didn't know what my favorite color or favorite food is, I wasnt able to decide which clothes I enjoy, there was no possiblity for me to find out if I like a person or not, I was totally helpless without him and he enjoyed it. Sure, I saw my classmates and heared them talk about their favorite clothes or hobbys or friends but this was totally logical to me. They are human. Luke told me that human are able to create their lifes, to decide by their own, also animals can think about their behaviour. Thats completely normal. But I was not a human or a animal, he made me believe that lower than that. 

I was a slave, mindless, obedient and not able to life without a master, without him.

In retrospect I am not sure if I was able to love my family and parents in this time. I think I wasnt, I had to act like I loved them. True feelings were gone, I just had the desire to make Luke happy and proud of me. We had a dog in this time and I remember that I got a lot of respect for him because I was in a higher position than me. Ther was no way for me to go out for a walk with him, I was not in the position to tell him what to do. I had my own rabbit for years but I gave it to my sister. Luke told me that a slave cant treat a animal in a cage because the animal has to control the slave and I believed him.

My school grades became very good and my teachers and family praised me often. So my braless look or barefoot walk (hot season) became less important for them. My parents didn't like that I stripped naked when I went into my room and later also in other parts of the house but they didn't know what they should do, after I told them that I enjoy the hippie culture and became a nudist now (Lukes command). They thought I was just a very strange teenage girl and everything will be better when I get older. The doctor thought the same.

Even that I followed some dog commandes in puplic, when dog owners were around, was ok. It made them angry but nobody thought that I was brainwashed. 

My mind felt totally clear in this time. I was still smart and I still had my memories, I was able to talk about my frist day in school or my dads 40. B-day or so but my mind was in a structure that Luke created. He told me the rules for using my mind and I did my best to follow every order.

Luke began to use his Webcam often and so he let me dance naked infront of the cam, show my body of. Often he let me went to school just barefoot and when we chatted in the evening, I had to lick my dirty feet infront of the cam. Or I had to write words like "dumb slut" or "brainless slave" with edding on my body and thank him for that. When I did, I was not allowed to shower for some days, so that the words stay longer. When he masturbated infront of his screen I had to beg for sucking him of. I did and he laugh alot. 

He did many things to humiliate me and for me it was fine, that was my fate as a slave. 

We did all this in a secret because Luke didn't want to get caught. But this restricts him and limited his power. So he wanted to do the next step. 

He began to send me alot of pictures or a teenage boy in my age. Just normal photos of parties, school, hobbys. I dont know who this guy was but definitly not Luke, who was nearly 15 years older. After he finished I had to change my screens and print some of the pics. I put some in my wallet and leave some on my desk.

Then I was commanded to tell my parents that I met a cute guy on yahoo. I told them that he was in my age and live in the US and about my feelings for him, I love him. My parents were skeptical but I showed them a lot of photos and as long as I was far away from him, it was ok. They thought its just a teenage love Drama and my grades were still great. Lukes plan worked well. 

Now he could get me for his humiliating game whenever he want, he just made me say "sorry, Luke wants to talk to me" and I went into my room. Later he also called me when I was in puplic. He just gave me small commands and separate me as fast as possible but his power was much stronger now. Sometimes my mother or classmates heared his voice but he sounded younger than he was, so nobody became suspicious. However, pehaps the opposite is true, perhaps my mother or my parents felt more safe when the heared a real american (young) voice on the other site of the call.

Luke enjoyed his creation. He loved to tell me everything he did to me in detail. He said it right into my face, told me everything about the brainwashing and my personality changes. And myself? I enjoyed it too. I had no other possiblities. When he finished talking about that, a big smile went on my face and I thanked him for every change he made. 

Then he lauhed, laughed out loud, I still remember this horrible laughing..

Greez

Jenny

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