How everything started

 

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I had to change the age, its not allowed to tell my story with my real age, because I was still a minor when all this happened. 

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Hey, I thought it might be interessing to tell you guys about my life, the life of a girl that got brainwashed into a human monkey and how i live with that.

Frist, sorry for my bad english, I´m not native.

Well, since I was a child, i enjoyed hypnosis. When i watched movies, where the heroes or enemies were hypnotized, it loved it quite much and watched it again and again. Also books, comics, everything with mind control or hypnosis got my interests.

When I was 17 I began to use the internet to find out more about this and hypnosis became my secret hm..let say secret "fetish".

I found sites like warpmymind and chatted there withz a lot of persones that enjoyed hypnosis as much as I did, it was a great time.

One day, I met Luke (not his real name). He told me that his is 3 years older than me (I was 18 now) and we talked for hours about school, friends, hobbys and hypnosis. He lived in the US and i believed him, that he was a young hypnotist that was looking for subjekts. 

First I was a bit shy but with the time i began to trust him and was looking forward for our daily chats. As a young teenager I did not talk with my family about all this, I just said to my best friend that I met a cute boy but told her nothing about hypnosis. 

Luke and myself shared fotos over the yahoo messenger and my child heart felt in love. It was in 2008. 

He asked me if I wanted to try hypnosis by myself. I said no in the beginning, I was scared but it was also fascinating.. 

After 4 or 5 months was the trust and the feelings were strong enough and I said ok.

It worked pretry fast on me. One time he let me forget numbers, one time i forgot my name, one time he made me frozen. It seemed to be fun. What I didnt know was, that he made me love his hypnosis, need his hypnosis, without my knowing. It became a light drug for me, others needed cigarettes, I needed my daily hypnosis. 

Then Luke told me that he wanted to try if he can use hypnosis without my knowing and try triggers. I already dont remember everything he did but we started using voice chats and he gave me freeze or sleeping triggers.

I felt great. It was like a tickle, like a warm good feeling, I was a teenage girl in love, in love with Luke and in love with hypnosis. 

Then THE DAY came, 5 weeks before my 19th birthday, we had enougher hypnosis session. Frist we had a normal, funny hypnosis time but then everything changed. He brought me really really deep and then he used his former work. My trust, my lust, my desire, my "fetish", he used everything against me. 

I still cant remember everything, its like in a fog. I remember that he told me allways the same words: "you dont need to think" "you will stop thinking from now on", "you wont have a free will" "I will be your mind" "you will still have your memories but wont make own desicions" "obey" "good girl".

I dont know how many hours passed but then he woke me up. 

I opened my eyes, looked at myself but felt totally different. I didn't know how I should feel, I didn't know what I wanted to say or do but I was fine with it. Just three words in my head: "obey", "mindless", "slave".

Then Luke spoke to me and everything became clear for me. Luke was my Master, my mind, everything I need and I was a permanent slave to him, not able to made own descisions, no own will anymore but 100% obedient and happy about that...

Greez 

Jenny

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