The new daily life

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I had to change the age, its not allowed to tell my story with my real age, because I was still a minor when all this happened. 

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He asked many questions when he was sure that I was totally under his Power. She had to write down the whole story of my life and i followed this command. After all, he knew everything about my family, school, hobbys, friends, even my phone number, how much money I had, my adress and all of my passwords.

When I try to remember everything now, it feels a bit foggy, like i was in a bad dream and I cant remember everything, maybe my mind protects me, I dont know. 

What I remember is, that I contacted him a few times everyday because I wasnt able to do my own desicions anymore. I felt like a doll. I had a normal sportive teenage body but my mind was totally empty, like a dark whole. Sure, I was still able to use my memories and to learn new things but he made himself to the center of my mind. He told me if something is wrong or right, if I enjoy something or not, if I think or stop thinking and I had to believe everything he said. He trained me to be naked when I am alone or/and in a safe place and I did. But if I had to go out for school or swimming club or so I wasnt able to put any clothes on. I wasnt sure which stuff I had to wear so i had to asked him first (sometimes he gave me some commands before, for example when he had to go to bed, so this was easier for me). I also became more silent and stopped meeting friends, male friends (like my today bf) were forbidden. My parents were not sure if there is something wrong because I was a loner and very good in school now, they also so me around naked sometimes. So they put me to our family doctor but he was fine with my behaviour and told them that such changes are the normality for a teenager. It worked excellent for Luke.

Luke had a swimsuite fetish, a foot fetish and enjoyed cheerleaders. So he commanded me to send him thousands of photos and videos while I were cheerleading in my room or showing my swimsuites of. I had to take care of my feet too. So he let me work in our neighbourhood as babysitter or deliver newspapers or as a gardner to earn money. With is money i had to buy special nail polish or new suits (I had 20 or so), special shoes (he loved open heels) or had to go to a manicure. When there were money left I was orded to send the rest to him and I did.

For the whole time we had a lot of secret brainwash hypnosis sessions, so he was sure that my will wont come back. They took maybe 3 hours and he made me listen to his voice while I was sleeping. Today people asks me if I felt good not to think because everything should be easier. Well in this time I lived in a different world, had a different reality. For me it was sure that I am not a human anymore, I was lower than that, not even a pet, I was just a slave. And as a slave you wont be able to think, you just have to follow your orders and you need a owner to think for you. So everything felt right in this moment. But today I am able to see how horrible this all was. Its ok to brainwash people if they want to be brainwashed. But I was just a naive girl in the beginning that trust a monster..

Greez

Jenny

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