Brainwashed

***Note****  I had to change the age, its not allowed to tell my story with my real age, because I was still a minor when all this happened.  ********************************* The time flew by.. I am not sure how long this episode was. I lost nearly all of my friends because I had to be rude around them. I also became one of the best pupil in my class.  For my parents I became more quiet, more reserved, more strange. But they liked my good grades and thought it was just a teenage episode. My mother asked me much often if everything is fine, she saw that I was at home most of time, using the internet at stopped meeting friends. She also saw me walk around naked when I felt like I was alone in the house. My answer was what Luke ordered me to say. I wasnt able to trust my parents anymore. I was an empty case, my will was gone. Luke begann to feel totally safe. For him it was like his biggest dream came true, a brainless girl had the urge to obey him and there was no one to s...

***Note****  I had to change the age, its not allowed to tell my story with my real age, because I was still a minor when all this happened.  ********************************* He asked many questions when he was sure that I was totally under his Power. She had to write down the whole story of my life and i followed this command. After all, he knew everything about my family, school, hobbys, friends, even my phone number, how much money I had, my adress and all of my passwords. When I try to remember everything now, it feels a bit foggy, like i was in a bad dream and I cant remember everything, maybe my mind protects me, I dont know.  What I remember is, that I contacted him a few times everyday because I wasnt able to do my own desicions anymore. I felt like a doll. I had a normal sportive teenage body but my mind was totally empty, like a dark whole. Sure, I was still able to use my memories and to learn new things but he made himself to the center of my mind. He told me...

***Note****  I had to change the age, its not allowed to tell my story with my real age, because I was still a minor when all this happened.  ********************************* He continued with his mind programming the whole night. In the morning he told me to act like i was sick around my parents, so i had to stay at home and he still brainwashed me. At the end of the day I had sleep for 3 or 4 hours, maybe 2 hours break and the rest of the day I got programmed.  For me it felt totally warm and my mind was foggy, I could remember that I made my own choices two days ago but it seemed to be impossible to do this right now.  My mind felt empty and my will was totally gone. Things like my favorite colors, my favorite clothes, music I enjoyed before, my relationship to others, it was gone. If he asked me which colors I liked before, I was able to answer him but if he wanted to know which colors I enjoyed in the moment he asked I had no answer.  He also told me about...

  ***Note****  I had to change the age, its not allowed to tell my story with my real age, because I was still a minor when all this happened.  ********************************* Hey, I thought it might be interessing to tell you guys about my life, the life of a girl that got brainwashed into a human monkey and how i live with that. Frist, sorry for my bad english, I´m not native. Well, since I was a child, i enjoyed hypnosis. When i watched movies, where the heroes or enemies were hypnotized, it loved it quite much and watched it again and again. Also books, comics, everything with mind control or hypnosis got my interests. When I was 17 I began to use the internet to find out more about this and hypnosis became my secret hm..let say secret "fetish". I found sites like warpmymind and chatted there withz a lot of persones that enjoyed hypnosis as much as I did, it was a great time. One day, I met Luke (not his real name). He told me that his is 3 years older than me (I wa...